Bayside take every song they write as an opportunity to send a powerful message to the people who can see it through their songs. They do it in every single song so perfectly.
You’re all fucked.
I am all for people having faith. But when they have it for the wrong reasons? When people follow the bible as if it is fact? Its been written and rewritten and changed thousands of times over. It was proven that most of the stories were made up to have a moral in the end. How can people think that its non fiction? When parts of it are millions of years old. Earth was created in 6 days? Where’s the information from. If god told jesus how is it any different from people saying an alien spoke to them? And how is it any less ridiculous? What about people who hear voices, they’re put in a mental institution but jesus was dubbed the son of god. How do they know this man wasn’t just crafty with his words and make up everything and even if he had 50 followers they could of written about his stories and just said instead of him telling the story just saying the stories actually happened? The main reason most people have faith is because they’re afraid not to and its been drilled into them since birth. Half the people who say that they don’t believe in god secretly do. The cunts who call themselves misanthropists but have like 12000 friends on facebook. The only thing I have had faith in for the last 7 or so years is people and that they all have good inside them and better the world but I think most people now are utterly useless. About 6 people keep my faith going.
INDIE KIDS OF THE WORLD
I have come to the conclusion that ‘indie’ is the most ridiculous thing I’ve ever heard. So a few years ago there were kids who made fun of emos cause they all dressed the same with black skinny jeans etc etc. But these exact children wear indie clothes. Indie is undefinable, yet we all recognise the indie kid in his grandmas old cardigan when we see him. They wear old clothes because no one else is wearing them from vinnies, doll an old woman has been wearing it for 30 years and the store that made it 20 years ago made another 300. General pants clothes are now mostly indie fashions and we all know they print more than one. When an indie kid denies their indie-ness, if its undefinable, why aren’t we all indie? Because the real ones are the van wearing skinny jeans rolling up kids with button up printed shirts and old cardigans. Very individual. Very. FOOLS.
I have 5 people in my life that actually inspire me every day. That’s pretty incredible.
Suuuuuucks cause I used to be so positive and see such beauty in humans and now I just feel like I’m becoming a misanthropist. Such a pure hatred for someone, a feeling I’ve never felt and I feel like 99.99999% of people are just useless morons. Want to feel that happiness from the pit of my stomach again!!!
I’m at a time of utter desperation in my life. Every time you made a wish in your life, think of what you wished for, cause for the last 6 years every single time I wished to be happy. I was happy for such a short time and I felt real and its the only thing I’m holding onto. The feeling of being real and feeling worth while. I’ve never wanted anything more, I don’t know that I could ever ask for anything more. But god knows I need it more than anything. I can’t live in this shell.
